Too Close For Comfort (2)

Remember that creepy guy I was talking bout?

3 days ago... he came by again..
He took my headphone. & this time, I was not quick enough. He freaking use my headphone. "Ohh.. it's so soft", he commented on the ear piece. Me??? I was like %^$$#$&%&. I quickly requested back for it. I don't really remember what he said la after that..
Oh, after he left, I quickly took a wet tissue out & wipe my headphone (yes, I know I look/sound paranoid).

2 days ago, he stopped by my cubicle again..
I pretended not to see him (I really did not want to speak to him or seem friendly in any manner). I just continued staring at my monitor (At that time, I was still working, he was off duty).
He said "you always look so serious??". I just ignored him.
Not getting any response, he asked, "you don't want to talk to me?".
In my heart, I'm like "YEAH, I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU. STOP FREAKING DISTURBING ME". But if I said that, it would be really rude right..? So few seconds later, I told him, "go disturb someone else la..."
& he said, "I'm so disappointed in you.." (ok, can someone enlighten me what is so disappointing about that???). He stood there, looking as though he's waiting for my response. I just ignored him & continue staring at my monitor. After awhile, he walk away.

Then the girl who sat next to me went laughing. -.-"

Yesterday, I told my guy colleague bout this. When I got to the "go disturb someone else la..." part, he was all like "wahhh.. you ask him disturb someone else.. later he come disturb me how??". I think he's kind of freak out to that the guy touches his butt & hugs him.

The guy colleague went on commenting that maybe I was him type & that he didn't seem to be disturbing other girls the way he did to me. What the *&^%???

& yes, I totally refuse to talk to him (unless it's seriously work-related manner). Talking to him would mean I'm being friendly. Being friendly means giving him a chance to be friendly, which means all the touching. & I for 1, totally refuse to put up with that. I mean I shouldn't have to put up with that. Maybe I'm being over-sensitive, but seriously, I hate people touching me. Unless you're my family members (not even uncle please), my other half or close friends.

I'm feeling...

.l.o.n.e.l.y.

It's so .s.ad.

My family members & most of my extended family members went on a holiday. Together. Without me. *sigh*
My uncle offered, "When are you free? I buy you a business class ticket to xxx." (xxx being the place their currently on holiday.. TOGETHER!)
But but buttt... Even then. won't I be alone.. *sigh*

Why I didn't go? *curse curse* *points finger* leave unapproved la..
These few days at work.. when I send out email to users & their line manager, I tend to get the "out of office". Arghhh.. Everyone on holiday le... *green with envy*
Today some colleagues start their looong holiday. In the coming days, there will be more. ARGHHH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The last time I went for holiday is last year le!!! That was also only to Malacca for bout 2-3 days for relative's wedding. OMG OMG!! I want to go holiday.
The real kind of holiday.

Oh, while I'm on the vacation mood... Guess what???
I've never freaking sat on an aeroplane before.
I've a cousin who sat on an aeroplane when she's like 2 years old. (can you smell jealousy?)

The last time I went out of country was... *count²*.. I've no idea. My passport expires years ago. Gawd... Anyone want to sponsor me a trip?? (Not to some remote site please...)

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& some things that just don't turn out right at the end of the day just leaves me feeling more sad & broken hearted.
I'm feeling vulnerable I guess. Where's that assurance I need?

:(((((

add: I just only realized I made plenty of grammatical mistakes. Don't bite. I'm sad. & it's nearly 3 in the morning. I can't even sleep. D@mm!t

Too Close For Comfort

There's a guy in my office who freaks me out.

He has a habit of touching people. Just the other day he touched my head. Previously, he had touched my arm. Twice or thrice, he had hit my arm. & when I say hit, I really mean hit. No energy control.. WHACK. Really hurts.

That day when he touched my head, I talked to one of my male colleague & discovered that guy touched my male colleague's butt. I'm like o.O??!?!?

Yesterday in the lift, he came real close. It wasn't as though the lift was full. There was less than 10 person in that huge lift. He asked me stuff, standing really close. Too close for comfort. This time another male colleague, who so happened to be in the lift too, said "ham sap lou". I replied him that this guy scares me. That male colleague told me, the guy hugs him. What the.....?

& today...
I was working. He was on his lunch break. After his lunch (I presume), he walked about & somehow stop & my cubicle & started playing with my headphone. I reach out my hand, as if asking for the headphone & he returned it. I placed it back on my table. He reached out for it again & I really do not know what is so amusing about the headphone that he simply must hold it. I reached out for it again & he returned it. I was kind of busy (& wanted him to go away), so I said "don't disturb la.."

Any other person would've probably said "okay" & walked away. But no.... he said "wahhh.. u hurt my feelings!"

& I'm like (thinking in my head la) *what the h3ll?!?!?!*
& after that that, I was thinking how that 3 words I said would've hurt someone's feelings??
I asked a few people today (after that incident), if someone were to say "don't disturb la..", what would you do?
Their replies? Just go off & don't disturb lo..

What on earth does this guy wants? I hope it really "hurt his feelings" like he said & bugger off. Freaky la wei...

That awful sickness

Rewind back to Monday...
Lunchtime, I was not feeling hungry (so unlike me). I started work at 7am, which meant my breakfast was around that time too. By 12pm normally, I would be starving. All I took was a slice of honeydew.
Back in the office, I started to feel too cold. It didn't help that I was already wearing 2 layers of clothes with a jacket too. I even took my colleague's jacket to wrap around my hands -.-"
I asked her if she's cold & she's like "no, normal la.."
When I left the office at 3pm, I felt cold & was having headache.
Until... 5pm, I was feeling super tired after my bath, I took a nap (owh, & I wanted to set the alarm 5.45pm, but I set it at 1545). When I woke up (I don't remember what woke me), I was so woozy, I can't stand straight, walk straight or whatever. I can't even really stay awake. It's like something kept dragging me to sleep.
sJ came at 6+ & took me to the doctor. 38.3 degree C. High fever, proclaim the doc. I was given MC for the next day.

I slept from around 9pm til bout 9.30am the next day.
Tuesday was kind of okay. Rest. Laze around.

Wednesday was a different story altogether.
I went to bed at bout 10pm on Tuesday night. Woke up some time around 3 or 4am. Freezing cold. I turned off the fan. Still too cold. Put on another shirt & long pants. Took fever meds. Covered myself with towel & blanket. It was freezing cold! But one hour later, it was freaking hot. My god.
Woke up at 6am+ to get ready for work. Felt like puking. -blablabla- Cut the story short, at 8am+, I ended up puking everything since Tuesday's lunch. Major stomachache due to hunger. Went to visit the doc. Got a MC. Went home. Rest.

Yesterday, was kinda so-so. Had my last dose of antibiotics in the noon.

Today's better. Hope it ain't coming back. It's really awful.