Thursday, April 27, 2006

i wish

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Crazy Week

This week will be a super busy week. Perhaps it's an unnwritten rule to make every students life miserable on this week. Not last week, not next week, but this week.

Since Monday, the routine has been => go to class, go to one of my FYP groupmate's house, do FYP, dinner, home, work work work, sleep... & by then whaddya know, it's morning again... & the process repeats. Of course there's also panic attack where we thought a whole load of our work folder went missing, which was found later on (Thank God.. that was hours of work!).

I did the "cropping" job. Real tedious work. The thing I hated was.. not because it's a tedious job.. not because it takes hours... but because it invaded my dream! Arghh.. I only had about 4 hours to sleep last night & I dreamt about "cropping" those pics.. My groupmate, dreams about the codes... & after she dreamt, she would have "found" a solution to some parts of the code.. I mean, like when she wake up, then she could figure out the problematic code. Weird huh? I hate it when workload invades my dream.. I mean ARGHHH... I already have to face it, can't I have a nice dream so that I can sleep peacefully & be more alert the next day to continue with the work..?

Really looking forward to this Friday, after we hand in our FYP. I would most probably be going home Saturday. It's been soooo long since I last went back (mid of March), my mum's asking me bout it.. I mean bout when am I going home. Then, my friends are planning some outting(s), to shop & to eat. Sort of our farewell thingy, I guess. *sobs* Can't believe I only have a month + few days left before I finish my course. I've actually been thinking bout the 4 years I spent here - the good & the bad.

I guess I better head for bed. I don't feel sleepy now, but my eyes are tired. Ahhhhhhh........ Help!! Hope can get our FYP all sorted out by tomorrow. *prays*

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D

Very very stressed out today.
These two sems (last sem & this sem) has been kind of awful. First of all, I don't know what MMU is thinking by not giving us any mid-term break. It is so well-needed especially this sem (because it's a super long sem), especially to those final year students taking FYP.

I am only taking 3 subjects + FYP this sem (actually according to schedule, this sem suppose to have 5 subjects + FYP. Thank God I took 2 subjects earlier!) & I already feel so stressed & tension (esp. today!), I can't imagine how my friends who are taking 5 subjects + FYP would feel.

Wanna know what happen when I get to stressed? I become blur...
Like in class earlier. The lecturer handed out our midterm papers. The 1st question of that paper is True/False. Of course, the typical me always get lots of wrongs la (4/10 correct only!). I turned to SW & I said, "Hey, pinjam me your paper. I wanna check my wrong (True/False) answers." .... She handed over her paper, I flipped to the page... & the thought hit me. Why on earth would I need to compare answers in the first place? If my answer is wrong, then it has to be the opposite right? As in if I put True & I was marked wrong, so the answer had to be False right?? Aiyo!! I feel so dumb suddenly.

Maybe I should go get a dessert. After all, they say STRESSED spelled backwards is DESSERT. Perhaps it can calm my nerves. Arghhhhhhhhhhh..........................

Friday, April 14, 2006

Electronic stuffs hates me

It's official. Electronic stuffs hates me.

Let's count back how many conked and/or spoiled while I was using them..
  • 2 handphones - What makes it worse? Both went crazy after warranty expired.
  • 2 CD-ROMs - 1 A-Open CD-ROM which came together with my comp - spoiled, repaired, not long after that... total failure. Another is LG CD-ROM which sJ bought for me - spoiled once, repaired, currently still using. *cross fingers*
  • Computer monitor - spoiled once bout 2 years ago, repaired, now using... but lately at least oncee a week, signs of it's old "sickness" appears again. Hopefully, it won't spoil within this 2 months.
  • Computer mouse - I don't know how many conked while I was using them. At least 2 or 3 I think..
  • Keyboard - sometimes, it just "hang" by itself. 3 "keys" have gone insane & currently they're 2 "keys" that are still spoiled & 1 of them is driving me insane. The "END" key. But still using the same one, hopefully it won't spoil any further.
  • CPU temperature went freaking hot & kept turning off by itself. Problem was easily solved. Heat sink was clotted with dust. Whaddya expect, I only know how to use. After 3 years, that will happen for sure.
  • And today... I add a new item to my list. sJ's new camera, which is around 1 month old... fused while I was capturing pics with it. It makes me really nervous & scared when people's stuffs spoils in my hand. *sigh*

  • Why oh why...? When I just simply lurve them so much..

    Thursday, April 13, 2006

    not exactly sure....

    ... what to blog about...

    Seems that I've somehow "lost" the inner voice to blog. My last post was like.. 1/2 a month ago.. *shucks*. Everytime I have a blog "material", I either end up not having the time to blog bout it, or it's not the right time, right place or just simply too lazy.

    Time's quite precious these few weeks. Just had my last midterm exam just now. Verdict? 95% is the possiblity that I am going ot fail. If so happen that I pass, I am probably damn lucky then. Now I have to work on assigments & stuff... there's like 2 assignments & FYP... & the due dates are really close. Arghh.. My room's getting to be really messy too.

    Oh right, I deleted quite a lot of blog posts, mainly those blogged out of anger & annoyance & those thrashy posts. & guess what? My Google Page Rank went straight from 3 to 0.. haha..

    'Kay la. Gotta go bury myself under the workload. & I so need to clean my room.